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 Oh my goodness, I love pink! Princess gowns are what love is made of, for me, at least. I am ordering 3 dresses, making new skirts, and getting off-brand blouses for the months to come! I really wish to be a daily lolita.

  I was thinking about how people think there is special snowflake syndrome. I think I have it, but I really don't care. I wear lolita and casual victorian inspired blouses, and it looks great. But if I posted it on egl I would get bashed. I wear what I love in Lolita, not pure brand. I don't even like prints (except lady rose.) So I might have special snowflake syndrome, but I'd rather express myself in lolita with my preferences than just be another clone. And I only get to live once, so at least let me think of myself as different and good! I've been so bad to myself that I deserve to be happy.

 I got a adorable tiara, but I cannot find it anywhere! I'm very flustered, it was super special to me! And I'm going to get bangs, also! I can't wait to show off my tiara with bangs!

 It's so cool to have my best friend be a gothic lolita. She is much more serious than me, but it is like she is the older, mature sister, and I'm the one with my head in the clouds, dreaming of being a princess. And don't say I'm naive, dressing lolita has opened me up to the harshness and cruelty of others. But man, do I love princesses!
 
 I cut myself when I was shaving. Ouch! I am going to an amusement park tomorrow, so I should get some sleep. Goodnight everyone! Sleep well!

 New Skirt! I just made it! It is a cream background with this amazingly light blue design. I'm wearing it with an offbrand offwhite blouse, petty, socks, homemade bloomers, and a headband from the mall. I'm going to make wrist bands, too.

 I worked so hard, and I am so proud. ^^ Pictures now! Yeah, my older brother took them. So they suck. I can't do anything about that.

I just can't like jumperskirts. I like the princess-ness of a one piece. 

So, the question of why I am online at 11 a clock comes up. I've been looking at one pieces. My favorite is from F+F, of course. I love that brand. But I'll need to save up, and I just spent all my money on a parasol that I had been saving up for before that.
 I love Lolita very much. I feel it is perfect, like how I feel about things. It's my take on the world. When I was little came down in a poofy church dress and asked my Mom if people could wear things like that everyday. "Only if you're rich."
 Well, she sure got that right. But I am going to be beautiful, unique, and special! I am going to express myself and like elegantly! All I need now is a wardrobe.
 But I've decided to get only Loli when I go school shopping. I'll get two more OP's, 2 more blouses, 2 skirts, and 2 jumperskirts. That will have me with 8+ outfits. (And a whopping total of $1000+!!! Those blouses might have to be from Charlotte Russe.... And those skirts handmade!))  *sigh* I'll have to make it through the school year with one petty and 1 pair of bloomers! *dies* I can wash the petty in the washing machine, right?
 I am a little afraid posting on egl. I don't like snark or mean, so reading about things scares me. But I know I shouldn't care, because I just want to be happy, and I can't let those comments get to me! And I know I haven't done anything to hurt anyone by dressing up, so I trust the goodness of people not to be rude. (I don't mean con-critisism! I want that!)
 Oh well, I'm tired. Goodnight!